| I'll be patient... but all I really need is you...
why are the days so long? why does waiting hurt? why does it even have to be like this?
did i do something in my past that was so horribly wrong? i guess i did. this must be karma. i'm sorry for whatever i did..=/ i just want this feeling to end now.
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| Why is it that... I feel so betray right now...? I feel like I'm living in a lie.
WTF!
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| Life is just life...
Man, this summer has been hectic. Just so many crazy things happened... I gotta say, this summer was the worst of all past years. I barely did much, but crazy things kept occurring.
Honestly, I'm really happy about my relationship with my boyfriend, but because of all the crazy things this summer I've been feeling very icky... Like this summer was great spending time with him, but it was the first time we had our arguments or "fights". Even though I already moved on from those problems, I still feel kind of... I don't know the word for it...uhm.....insecure, I guess. All my insecurities and "thinking too much" started to come up this summer. I just realized today that it's because of all the crazy things happening this summer that it's affecting my relationship, even though it shouldn't. It's affecting my emotions toward my relationship. When little things happen, I'm not as patient nor calm about it. I just go straight off to "thinking too much". Sigh....it makes me feel sad knowing this; and in general, I am feeling sort of sad...
My day today started out pretty okay because I was hanging out with my cousins and siblings. But later in the day, was so unsatisfying. I don't know anymore...I don't know what to do, what to say, or what to believe. I just don't know.
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| My Birthday Partayy...
It was pretty fun afterall. I'm glad I didn't have to host much. I love my friends. =) I can't believe I received THREE posters in one day haha. Funny. But they made my day and made me feel so loved. Also, I love all my presents. They were awesome =)
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| How Saddening...
It's so lame how people study so hard and in the end, it comes to nothing! I'm probably overreacting but I DONT CARE! I know I studied for that damn APCHEM exam and it just makes me angry and depressed that I did not pass. Yeah, others may have also studied and didn't passed but argghhhhh I can not take it. *sigh.. my head hurts so much from this. I'll get over it. OH WELL!
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